Tuesday, August 25, 2009

THE HEARING

So I go to the hearing,sit and wait as i sit there and watch the states queen child abuser laugh and smile like nothing has happen, sorry i about chucked, every domestic worker there comes to see her. as she sits talking of coarse about me, remember im the devil in there eyes , they come up with every peace of bullshit they can to try to make me look bad, dont worry i will find out who this bitch works for and make sure she dont work here anymore, promise for my kids, they think if they get the kids away from me they will goto her. come on stupids i say my kids shouldnt live in hell but they should live in heaven everyday there kids they should be happy not used as tools evryday. but that the states stand nobody has an answer for me. but to get an attorney. so i agree to send them to there mothers to get all charges droped of coarse everyone knows that whats been going is very tramatic on the mind. and if my kids decied to blog one day Ill ask them please of coarse to blog about the tolls this life has had on them and there mind. See world the problem is you ll have to kill me to stop me from protecting my kids at any cost, I at first said fck it ill goto jail before i let them go, but the tax sucker in formed me that he would get me a real tax sucker who would help me through out the trail with the states queen abuser. so maybe he wasnt one of the tax suckers I talk about but it took me to about losing my fckin head before this guy finally figured out I wasnt just another person in the world, I m a very very head strong person who takes shit from no one, have u ever heard the song by limp bizket break stuff or the song by shinedown the sound of madness these our my songs they decribe me almost to a tee. you know it just not me its a lot of people in this fcked up world. people come people go, I will not go till I ve been heard by the world so I hope the world can stand the stenghth of my mind and the power of my illness. there shit they allow to happen to my kids, I hope one day there in the same spot and shit of the world trickles down the crack of there ass. all that read this may say what the, just picture a ant and a elephant me being the ant they try to stomp me cause their scared and worried what kind of harm will I do to there mind less job that they try to do.
sorry this blog may be hard to follow and may be jumpy but i do know this there is one person in this world who has a similar out look there blogs i follow and read they give me some hope that if we all c each other maybe maybe just one day we will all stand together on the steps of this world and abalish all eveil that works in this world so as john would say stay safe ..... for me goodday, protect your kids from all eveil and watch your back their watching closely !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3 comments:

  1. I know you want to explode because of their BS man. and I hope you know that if you do, you lose everything you value dear.
    They know you enough to push your buttons, and it seems that they are doing a great job. the minute you snap and make an open threat, they win. My latest them the last week or so, wasn't on purpose, it just worked out that I hold words and communications very important. and my google pages just reinforce how I feel.
    choose your spoken and written words cafefully.
    they are reading. I dont know if you know the story about me getting locked in for 8 days. In short. I blog,myspace, and craigslist. While locked in, the doctor had transcripts of everything i typed. 1 CL ad was that I wanted a woman to come here, very detailed mind you. his question was why did i post that? clearly want sex. fare enough assumption, He didnt read the words I put ALL OVER that ad and my blogs, that I hate sex and dont want to be touched. So in closing troy choose your words carefully. I letter of love with the work kill in it. they see only one word, NOT the true intent

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  2. I TRY TO WATCH WHAT I SAY SOMETIMES GET CARRIED A LOST IN THE MOMENT I TRY TO USE NO NAMES JUST OFFICES LIKE NOW MINDSET LOST BEEN LOST FOR DAYS FROM THE STRESS AND FRUSTRATIONS OF THE STATES OR PEOPLE POINT OF VEIW

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